Kantoi

just a short essay.. by a girl named zabedah.

I'm with my boyfriend now but I think I'm in love with someone else. Maybe I'm completely crazy but I think I'm missing my ex !!

oh my god!

Why I'm feeling this? I dont have any idea actually because as far that I've concern I'm really happy with my love now. Maybe because lately we; me and my ex accidentally always in the same group for our assignments and projects. Oh gosh.. now I realise how bad could it be when I'm studying in the same class with my bf and my former bf.

I still remember how cool was him (my ex) when we in love long time ago.. When I'm bored at home, or getting pressured by studying and working on our assignments all over the time, he always came to me, asked me to go out and had a party time. I used to be really happy when we were dating years ago.

I dont know why I broke up with him literally. One of his friend said he was not very sexually satisfied with me but I didn't believe that. Hey, my ex is a very religious person you know.

Oh my, why I'm stupidly in love again with him?? I love my current bf now but at the same time i love my ex too!! Why I'm in love with the wrong man ?? Ohh god. help me.

Eventhough I'm very sleepy rite now but I just can't sleep thinking about this. Maybe by writing this I can feel a lot better.. hmmm

* how did I know? haha!  thanks to www.askmefast.com . ;)