someone.

salam.

huhh.it's complicated.i even don't know how to start this.but.i am writing this because i'm in the middle of a crisis.love crisis? hmmm sort of.

i know u like me.and it's not a shocking moment when u told that u like me. but later then i realized ,why oh why did u think i'm so special.(ye la, aku ni tak la hensem, debab, dan awesome, haha)

but when u told me that u like me, and to be specific,YOU LOVE ME.. "love" is a very strong word my dear.. i felt like a sudden adrenaline rush, speechless. but somehow i felt quite appreciated.never felt like this before.

well, i am an undeclared person.do u understand about the term "undeclared"?if u do, well.i hope u understand. sincerely, i love you too,with all my heart, but..like one of my friends said just now,i love Allah more. love is a gift .but, loving you,hmm..i dont know...

thank you for making me so special inside . being loved, you like me and i like you. but we r so undeclared of ourselves. and somehow restricted by the boundary.

i need to get out from this feeling.sometimes i feel that being a typical boy is so much better than being atypically like me.but only He knows better why i was born this way.

you know what,

this post might make our friends puzzled.

who the hell is saif talking about.

haha.

for you to know is for you to find out :)