diskriminasi.

i know some of you guys know what happened to me earlier today. and it sucks. i just can't hold this new kind of discrimination. i'm just being myself. i don't excessively acting like a total bitch in front of others. and this new type of discrimination is bothering me right now and i'm afraid that i can't continue on pursuing my study in b. ed. 

hoping for miracles is the last thing i want to do in order to pass the interview. but now i'm totally depending on it. i know i did my best but you know what, i'm starting to hate Kementerian Pelajaran Malaysia for the time being. before going to the interview i said to one of my best friends that i was not afraid to the interview, but i afraid of what the result will come out as.

and gosh, today my beloved N97 fell down from the first floor of the building and i was totally freaked out. lucky that nothing is wrong with my phone and i met the hardest panel of interviewers today. and right now i am feeling so down.

so down..

down

down

down

down

down

down

and afraid.

i never felt like this before..